Is there any religion group for me ?

What are your views on God? If you lend to a more pantheistic or panentheistic I would suggest neopaganism or wicca (actually I think wicca is neopagan too). You don't have to follow any leader, you yourself are your own guide. Neopaganism is nature based, and men and women are seen as equals. In feminist wicca (Dianic Wicca), there may be a tendency to see women as superior in certain ways to men. Other forms of Wicca believe that you cannot say male or female is better than the other, there needs to be a balance. You could be a solitary wiccan or join a coven. If you want a community experience and you can't get it by being a solitary wiccan or a pagan, try joining a church like Unitarian Universal. The members believe different things and follow different spiritual paths but come together for community. I've only been to one Unitarian Universalist service, but it was interesting.